In a startling and deeply personal revelation, Karrine Steffans, the bestselling author and former video vixen known for her insider stories about the hip-hop world, has admitted that she now fears Sean “Diddy” Combs may have taken advantage of her at a time when she was under the influence—despite having no clear memory of any sexual encounter with him.
The concern, she said, emerged only recently, as she closely followed the rising number of disturbing allegations surrounding the hip-hop mogul.

👀 “I Don’t Remember… But Now I’m Worried”
Steffans—who rose to fame with her explosive memoir Confessions of a Video Vixen—has built a reputation for telling her truth about her past relationships in the music industry. But in a recent interview, she expressed unease about a foggy memory involving Diddy, stating:
“I don’t recall ever sleeping with him. But now, with everything coming out… I’m scared that maybe I just don’t remember.”
While she emphasized that this is not a direct accusation, Steffans explained that her concern stems from similar patterns she’s seen in recent court testimonies and lawsuits involving Diddy, many of which detail allegations of coercion and abuse during moments when victims were allegedly intoxicated or impaired.
⚖️ Diddy Faces Mounting Legal Scrutiny
This comes as Diddy continues to face mounting legal and public scrutiny following multiple civil lawsuits accusing him of sexual assault, trafficking, and misconduct spanning decades. The hip-hop mogul has denied all allegations, but the backlash has already impacted his career and public image, with former associates distancing themselves and ongoing investigations intensifying.
Steffans’ statement adds a chilling layer to the unfolding narrative—a reminder of the hidden trauma many women may carry in silence, unsure if what they don’t remember is more painful than what they do.
🔍 A Broader Cultural Reckoning
Her remarks have reignited conversations online about consent, memory loss, and accountability in celebrity culture. Critics argue that Steffans’ confession, even without a clear allegation, signals a deeper issue in the industry—where power dynamics, substance use, and silence often blur the lines between consent and coercion.
For now, Karrine Steffans says she is still processing. “It’s not about revenge,” she says. “It’s about truth—and making peace with the unknown.”